Mark,
It takes a long time to get seen and get advice on the NHS when you’re not acute. My story, perhaps similar to yours, is here.
Rather than diverting an old discussion on drinking alcohol with your “story”, consider starting a new topic and tell us about yourself.
Welcome to the site. There are lots of people here who have been just as scared as you, gone through the same things. We’re all here to support you.
Very best wishes,
Richard