Yesterday i saw the plastic surgeon regarding my foot vascular tumour, he told me everything i didn't want to hear.
im hopeless, confused depressed i just can't explain how i feel after every doctor's visit, there always seems so be some hope but after every visit i realise that im stuck with this situation but i will never consider amputation at least not before i do absolutly everything i can but its affecting me mentally so what should i do. Im sure most of us here went through this. I thought i was stronger than this. Its very hard knowing that i will never have a normal foot and yet it seems like im just not accepting this fact, i really need help.
Aylen,
Take a deep breath. (I know it sounds corny but it does help). You know as humans we all have bad days and good days. Don't beat yourself up. This is just a bad day. Only you can decide what you need to do. But you don't have to do it today. I don't know your whole situation but listen to what the doctor says and go from there. This whole AVM thing causes all kinds of negative things in people. Don't let it win. You are strong, but you are also allowed to feel a little overwhelmed too. We got your back and I hope this helps in some way. Wishing you the very best, and much better days. :J
Hi Aylen. I am so sorry about your situation. For whatever it is worth…you are on my prayer list!
I know not everyone believes in counseling but I do. I see her after every doctor visit. She helps me understand what they say and make well thought out decisions.