This whole COVID19 thing is kind of freaking me out (and that doesn’t happen that often, but occasionally). My AVM started in my left neck and spread down into my shoulder, very close to my spinal cord and up into the left side of my brain. I have a substantial amount of numbness and nerve damage. Specifically, my hypoglossal nerve (left side) has essentially paralyzed the left half of my tongue. My left vocal cord and portions of the esophagus and trachea are paralyzed. Yeah, I speak a lot more clearly on here than I do in real life. In addition to the hypoglossal nerve, the phrenic nerve on the left side is damaged.
So, I have a diaphragm on the left side that is damaged and according to my pulmonologist, my lungs are basically, well I’m basically operating on 1 1/2 lungs. Yeah, I’m special that way.
With the difficulties speaking, breathing, swallowing… my pulmonologist said that I’m not at any increased risk of getting CLOVID19. However, if I do get it, I’m at a 20% chance of it being more serious than it would be for someone who is “normal.”
Since I’m on disability, my life is pretty small in terms of geography. So, I didn’t go out much before and I’m currently staying even closer to home.
In Michigan, where we are, the following is going on:
- schools are closed until at least April 6. Colleges are all transitioning to online schooling and my daughter’s college graduation, previously scheduled for April 25 has been postponed.
- All restaurants, bars, coffee shops, etc. are take out or delivery only, no sit down service.
- All non-essential businesses (not grocery stores, pharmacies, banks and hospitals) are closed.
- Hospitals are severely curtailing their visitor requirements. Limiting the number, the length, the health requirements etc. for visitors. All optional and non-urgent medical procedures are postponed indefinitely.
My wife is on medical leave and I’m frankly glad that she’s not at the hospital right now - because that’s where she wants to be, her babies need her (she’s a neonatal ICU RN. My daughter is a pharmacy tech. So 2 out of the 5 who live at our house are potentially exposed to the virus when they are at work. And then I’m at risk for a worse case of it because of the AVM.
I expect that we are going to continue to see more and more shut downs and cut backs and further economic hardship from it. Right now, I think the biggest concern is that this is going to ramp up too far and too fast and the medical system is not going to be able to keep up with it. That concerns me - for obvious reasons.
And so I continue my life as a recluse and continually hope and pray that I can stay healthy and my family all can as well.
We’ve never been this way before…
TJ