I just wanna be ok

i am so so depressed idk what to do all i do is cry i try so hard to be happy stay strong but im so sad idk y i just wanna be fixed why has life done this to me just want to end it everything is so overwhelming in the middle of moving maybe if it works out an the place might not even work out i feel like that i am worst mom just cant do it take it dont wanna go on at this point .................................tearzzzzzzz

if im not crying then im in pain an head hurts

Tricia, call the hotline number we gave you earlier and talk to them until you feel better. Also, call your psych if you need to. The 13th is just four days away. Do whatever you need to to get through the four days.

i do all that i can i am very scared of this apt i know just an apt but everything else on top of it ugh grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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Tricia - the 13th is fortunately almost here. Trust me, going to a new doctor appt can be stressful but its only temporary and normal. I am glad your mom is going with you and she should be very helpful to you in dealing with the stress and feeling overwhelmed. My mom was too. Try to hang in there and definitely call the hotline number if you really need to talk to someone. Please take care of yourself and your adorable little girl. Hugs!!

AW THANX DEB TRYING MY HARDEST AN JUST MOVING IN THE MIDDLE OF ALL THIS AHHHHH LOL IM HANGIN IN THERE THO

Only 2 more days until your appt. Tricia. Rooting for you. You will make it through Tricia. I hope you will post again on Tuesday after you meet with your Doctor. Good thoughts for you always:-)

thanx deb will be deff letting u all know how it goes thanx again

Tricia, I hope you are feeling a bit better and going easy on yourself. Have a long bath / eat chocolate / go outside and look at the stars. You will be ok.

Thinking about you Tricia - How was your appointment today? hopefully it went well.

I am on the exact same page. I don't know why sometimes. i wake up and just start bawling and don't ant to leave my room. i can't get myself to stop.
It's the depression - which i think is caused by the fact that we are constantly in the unknown. i don't want to hear being told what to do, and it feels like thats all i can do. i get just exhausted.
Its going to be ok. you're not the only one that goes on this crazy emotional stuff.
We're almost there :-)