UnEnding Pain

So I am about a year and a half post op for my AVM

We Found it when I was 25, it was 3cm and in my right Occipital Lobe, I got the Embolization followed the next day by the craniotomy.

I was in pain form Day 1, which I assumed to be expected after such major surgery. But it didn't get better. After about 3 months my Surgeon passed me off to a Pain specialist, he said blatantly that "He doesn't deal with pain" Ok fine. We waited almost 2 months to meet with the Pain specialist, and once we finally do, we find out he doesn't TREAT Neurological pain..at all, and I was still taking the regular narcotic pain medication (having been allergic to Tramadol and intolerant to a few other things they try right off the bat so you aren't stuck on opiates) So we found a Neurological Pain Management and he has been working with me for over a year. We have tried EVERYTHING.

Blood Pressure medication
Anti-convulsants
Migraine Medication
Morphiene
Hydromorphone
Accupuncture
Nerve Block Shots in the occipital nerve region
Hypnosis (worked for my PTSD from the IVs in the hospital, but there were complications when the professional tried to do the work on pain. My Psychologist has been trying to push it on me for a while..it hasn't worked and I want to know what's CAUSING the pain so as to better fix it. Obviously there is something else going on or the hypnosis would have worked like it did with the PTSD stuff)
And finally Botox.I waited a YEAR to try the Botox because I am allergic to over 50 medications. I have a SUPER sensitive system. But they told me Botox would work. Ok Fine.
I went in had 155 units spread over 31 injection sites. Freaking Ow.
I was bed ridden for a week and a half AFTER the Botox. Which then speaking to my Pain Management specialist she said she never hear that before (shocker)

So Here is the Bottom Line, they have exhausted all their options. They don't think the pain pump would be good for me and the implanted electro neuro-simulators are out of the question. You cannot get MRIs or anything with those, so it's out of the question. Plus they deem the success less then the hassle of having them implanted.

So we are back to square one. And were told to go BACK to the Surgeon.

My Theory is that they are diagnosing the pain as Occipital Neuralgia, and treating it as chronic Migraine, but its Neither. If it were the Botox would have done SOMETHING. They told me and I understand that with the Botox there is only a 50% pain reduction, max, so maybe I DID have some relief, but not enough. I still take 15 mg of vicodon a day, 1o mg ov Valium 2x a day, 10 mg of Flexeril 2x a day plus anti-nausea medication every 12 hours as needed, and Maxalt for the occasional extreme migraine (it doesn't help much)

I am wondering if anyone else has had long lasting chronic pain from a craniotomy. What treatments have you tried that have worked, And if you were diagnosed with problems that may fit my situation.

I don't want to spend the rest of my life in pain. I KNOW I am Super lucky to have found my AVM so young without a rupture and to catch it and get it removed. Aside from difficulty with numbers and a little blind spot, I don;t do too bad. I still dance and do artwork, and I want to continue to do these things. But this pain, as I am so sure a LOT of you know..clouds EVERYTHING.

Any help you all can give I would greatly appreciated.

Hi, Lyssa, there are a number of scientific articles about using hypnosis to manage chronic pain: see, for example, http://www.painfoundation.org/learn/living/qa/hypnosis-for-pain-management.html One advantage of hypnosis is it won't mess up your system, because it isn't a drug. Check around on google and see if hypnosis might be right for you. Also, believe it or not, having a cat or dog around can help when you are suffering from chronic pain: http://www.painfoundation.org/learn/living/treatment-options/complementary-medicine/pet-therapy/

I hope you feel better soon!

Sorry I forgot to write that I HAVE undergone Hypnosis as well. I had to do it in order to get IVs again after so much trauma form them during the surgery, and they tried to do it for pain, and it has not been successful. There is defiantly something wrong from the surgery, I need to know what, I appreciate the advice, but my fault for not listing hypnosis as something I already tried and was unsuccessful at.

LYSSA (beautiful name by the way) I understand your frustration with the pain after a cranotomy. I too was diagnosed with AVM in right occipital region at age 25. Mine was very complicated and still remains thru my brainstem. I had a craniectomy, where a portion of the skull bone is permenantly removed. Along with MANY complications Iam in moderate to sever pain daily; I have migranes which the doctors could not link to any specific cause and numerous medications were tried and none really took pain completely away so when I get a migraine I try to lay quietly, this decreases BP and sometimes helps. Constant pain around the open spot in back of my head and down my neck is usually only somewhat relieved by submerging myself in super hot bath. Nausea is a contant too, not much to do except deal with it and I carry a bandanna for accidents. I know it's a pretty bleak prognosis but it sure beats the alternative-not being here at all! GODSPEED and you are in my prayers.

Hi Lyssa,
So sorry you're coping with pain, finding no relief yet.
I have thalamic pain, also know as central pain, which is constant, seering, burning pain, so I empathize with you.
My pain is among the very complex to find relief for & have also tried many of the 'usual' meds to find relief. Invasive treatments are presently not MRI compatible, so they are also not an option for me. I remain hopeful for future treatment modalities & stay in touch w/a university neurologist for the latest possibilities. To help cope, I stay as busy as possible (within limits) & keep a positive attitude.
There's a Chronic Pain sub-group you may be interested in @ http://rarediseases.bensfriends.org/group/copingwithchronicpain
Take care,
Patti