Hi,
Sorry if this is a bit long-winded. I am not a Kiwi but I am living in NZ. Before we came back here, in 2019 I had a brain scan as I kept feeling like I was falling slightly to my right. Prior to that I had had odd unilateral parasthesias. Anyway, my brain scan was normal.
We got stuck in NZ due to the lockdowns, which was very upsetting to me - and I’m homesick always. But that’s another issue.
In 2022, after some intense episodes of feeling sudden extreme hunger, weakness, dizziness etc, where I would have to get to bed ASAP and take ages to recover (and felt my right leg slightly giving way en route), I presented to ED for the first time with my right leg ‘tremoring’ (shaking a LOT). These episodes also ended up involving body/arms but predominantly right sided.
After 3rd hospital visit, where I stayed a couple of nights and had another brain MRI (normal), I was sent home (unable to walk much without triggering these violent seizure-looking episodes) with nothing but a very strong medicine and a referral to psychiatry. My friend had to find a wheelchair to get me from room to car - no kind of aids were offered. I later had to call my GP and ask what to do if I couldn’t really walk. I ended up with my first cane.
A few months later, I was declined seeing a neurologist (we don’t have one locally so only the highest priority get accepted) and saw a General Medicine Dr at the hospital who diagnosed me with ‘likely FND’. I knew this was likely and, at the time, accepted it - but was disheartened with the lack of support offered.
Over the years I’ve had periods of big improvement followed by crashes/flares that last months and, I’ve realised, seem to also get a bit worse each time.
I was diagnosed with hypermobile EDS (finally) last year, and POTS and likely MCAS which adds complexity!
I have a permanent right-leg gait issue now. I get intense body weakness (right side predominant), tremors, head pressure, vertigo, nausea, leg giving out, and episodes amongst other things. Nearly 2 years ago I woke up with nerve pain all down my arms and legs and back. After it got better, I still get lots of nerve pain and parasthesia especially in my arms, and especially at night. Thankfully P.E.A has REALLY helped manage that.
This year, after being referred to neurology again last year, I got to see Gen Med again, but first had and MRI of brain AND neck.
The report stated “Prominent paraspinous vasculatures, carotids and vertebral. There is the appearance of arterialized flow extending from the right vertebral artery through the C6-7 foramina on the right side into the ventral epidural space, subsequently exiting through the C5-6 foramina on the right”
They said it was potentially a Spinal Dural AV Fistula, though my hours of research says the description matches a Spinal Epidural AV Fistula. Clearly this, in the neck especially, is pretty rare.
But they then did a Time of Flight MRA of head and neck (COW and neck) in which they couldn’t see any sign of it (they were looking it seems). Unfortunately, this ‘normal’ result seems to have triggered a lowering of priority (and probably leaning on the ‘FND’ diagnosis). Initially I got a letter saying neurology had accepted me and the wait list was about 12 months! Since then I’ve flared and declined again so I am hardly leaving the house.
I have fought and it seems I am getting to see neurology clinic in August, now. I did also try getting my Nurse Practitioner to get my imaging looked at by neurosurgery. I got a charming letter in my patient portal - to the medical practice - saying they wouldn’t be doing anything and that I had a lot of recent imaging for a host of SPURIOUS symptoms. How maddening and upsetting to read this when I’m fighting tooth and nail to claw some life back. I have 3 kids, the youngest is 3, and I hardly get to do life with them!
Anyway, I’ve been on Open Evidence researching like crazy and it seems my MRI findings really do warrant urgent attention - and are very specific, not vague, findings.
I’m here for solidarity, support, suggestions and to be a part of what seems to be a great little corner of the web.
Thanks for reading.